| helllo everyone ;) for those who still take the time to read my entries, i really appreciate it =) THANK YOU. bahaha, well lets see, my life has been good i guess...?? schools about to end. YAY! haha im going to be a SENIOR! oh my. class of 2008 babee <3 i got my bellybutton pierced two days ago. man, it hurt so bad. but its totally worth it i guess. hm, lets see, anything else new? cant really remember, but my life has been prettty fun and awesome. sometimes life is hard but you just have to deal with it i guess. well, of course i been through alot past few years. with family, friends but then, i know whatever i went through made who iam today, and sometimes i really dont like what i am today. ahh whatever, wellll like i said over over and over again, i still cant believe im 17. haah i still feel like a 13 year old. i swear, well at least i act like one all the time. bahahah well i have no idea even if anyone is going to read this, but i hope you enjoyed reading some little parts of my life. have a GREAT DAY =)))))))) its still sore and hurts everytime i move =(
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| holy cow, i havent been on this thing FOR A WHILE. it feels like im wasting my time updating this but, i feel like updating it :) cos i still think xanga is cool :) even cooler then myspace? lol okay maybe not. haha jk xanga = myspace. haha wow, im already 17 years old. and a junior. next year ill be graduating high school and off to college. wow, its so freakin crazy. i still feel young and now it scares me. everyone talking about SATS their grades, college and everything. and i want to be a doctor or a nurse, and im really scared. i began to question myself if i can really achieve my carreers. like am i too stupid to go a college? can i handle all the classes i need to take? and i really dont want to disappoint my parents. phew... im stressing. arg.....well, enough about schools. my relationship with God is :( i used to read my bible and pray every night and nowadays i dont even pray or read the bible. not only that, i havent been going to church. well i been going to church on fridays cos i have to because of praise. and i know i shouldnt be doing the things i do, but i dont know. i really dont know. please pray for me. well, i dont even have the right to ask anyone to pray for me, when i dont even pray for myself. bleh.. im lost. really lost, and confused........... |
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| hey everyone (: gosh xanga is gay. ahha no one ever does xanga anymore. haah newaise. i love the weather nowadays. so sunny and hot <33 i sun i have so much homework to do. bleh. haah newasie, heres a picutre of my friend (fatima) and me at school last week (: i dyed my hair to black do i look emo?

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| hey everyone (: wow i havent updated this thing for really long time. i was looking back what i wrote in here and i can see myself growng and changing juss by reading my old entries. many things happen lately goods and bads. i guess thats life eh? i guess i juss have to deal with it. anyways, i been stressing out lately with school and just life. i juss want to thank my friends and family for juss being there for me (: THEIR AWESOME (: esp. God is awesome. past few months i have lost some of my really good friends. and it hurt me so much. but those hardships turn me into a stronger person at the end. through all of this, i have gain more friends and realized that there are so much people near me that care for me. and most importantly i have gain more strength within me (:
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MiD_WiNTER BREAK*** YAY!! no school for a weekk! and its already thursday. and i had to work all week 1-6. but not today and tomorrow! YAY! haha (: ahh this break is going so fast....=/
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| hey everyone (: im finalllly updatingg~ ahahah yesterday was my 16th birthday yea it was on thanksgiving (: ahahha lets see what i did yesterday my family went to eric's house then we ate turkey and i blowed the candels  and of course i made a wish before i blowed it (: then we played board games FOR EVERR!! haah then went to starbucks and juss got home (: i watched a movie called "unleashed" only watched the beginning of it cos i fell asleep hahaah yeai was so tiredd YAY no schoool today woot woot (:
aww man its raining. i hope it snows this yearrr!
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